Dream 11
I feel very exposed by sharing this dream.
I share it in its fullness hoping that my exposure leads to your release. Nothing can separate you from the love of God. Nothing!!
Dream 11
I am on my face. I feel like I cannot I cannot get close enough to the ground. I want to take every stitch of my clothing off, shave my hair, so that nothing comes between me and the glory of all that is the word. I start to weep in the knowledge that I will awaken shortly. The heat from the fiery blades of the Cherubim warm my sides to the left and right. I sense Builder and Gatherer nearby, also prostrate before the Lord of hosts. We cry Holy Holy Holy is the Lord of Hosts, Holy Holy Holy is the Lord God Almighty. The perfect harmonies of a host of Seraphim fill the halls with a sound that my emotions cannot bear. My love for Jesus, the word made manifest to take the sin of the world and be the lamb, fills my heart and threatens to explode. My gratefulness for all that has been done in heaven and earth so that I may be in the presence of this majesty for eternity makes me weep even as I record this right now. God is so great, so magnificent, so loving, so merciful.
We who have ignorantly contended against the word all our lives, not knowing that have contended against the Father Himself and against the Lamb that was slain and against the Holy Spirit who waits so patiently to enter our hearts and fill every fiber of our being with the revelation of who we are in him. We who do not deserve mercy or grace yet are covered in it from head to toe. Me, the rebellious fool who desired confirmation but raged against it like a petulant child. Me, the one who for so long have refused to forgive those who had sinned against me yet was forgive for much worse by a heavenly body, so majestic that I would be smaller than a microbe in its presence. Me, forgiven and loved and doted upon and empowered to do the work of our Father. Me, whose dirty mind and suggestive jokes and sinful imagination are washed clean so that the Father may call me heaven.
I weep with such fullness of joy there upon the ground while a host of Cherubim keep watch and the accuser paces up and down with his malice filled eyes upon me.
From time to time I hear him shout an accusation with a voice that is beautiful but not in harmony with all that is here, in this throne room of God. I cannot stop worshipping and crying and laughing and singing. I cannot look up lest I am blinded by the glory and fullness of purity and holiness of all that is here.
Lucifer shouts again from the side to my left:
“(He calls my full name) has no integrity. His failed projects owe people money. His debt is already years and years old! Yet he lies here worshipping when he should be out there working to pay what he owes! He is a coward and a thief and a salesman peddling false hope. Look at him lying here like hypocrite while his victims cannot pay their bills. Furthermore he is perverted and impure! Have you not heard the suggestive jokes he has made? Have you not heard the curses that have left his mouth? Even as a shepherd, shepherding a flock entrusted to him by The Father himself. Is it not written that he who even looks upon a woman with lustful thoughts has committed adultery with her? Is it not written that he who does not work to feed his family is worse than a heathen? (He calls my full name) is unworthy of this room. (He calls my name) is unclean and unholy and a sham who cannot be trusted. I demand a verdict!”
These, and many other sins are laid bare, over and over. Lucifer shouts them coldly, professionally, with brutal accuracy. I cannot argue with anything for he uses only my words and deeds as proof of my unworthiness. He cannot read my mind he can only read my words and actions and the evidence is damning. He is right, I am completely unworthy.
I do not lift my face but cry out in a loud voice.
Me:
“Father, he is right. I am all those things and more. I have no defense. I have chased many dreams and failed, I have made sexually suggestive jokes my entire life, that and more. I have fantasized about murder and….”
Lucifer:
There it is! Even murder! Hear him!
Murderer, pervert, liar, coward! Here in this very throne room, on its face lay a hypocrite!
A voice that is a multitude of voices, love manifest and with the terrifying authority of all that is the word speaks from everywhere and from every throne on every heart that is heaven.
Father:
“What say you of this prosecution my beloved son?
I know that I too am his beloved son but I know he is not speaking to me.
Jesus:
“I have fulfilled all that is required for me to be here. Look, see my nail pierced hands. See the scars upon my feet? The ransom is paid. We have bought him back from the kingdom of deceit. His debt is paid in full.”
I start to weep. I don’t deserve any of this. I really do not deserve on drop of that man’s blood. How can anyone, even God, be so selfless? The full weight of my impurity rests upon my chest like a wall has fallen upon me. I want to run out of the throne room and go back to my worthless life.
Father:
“Do not run from me my child. Jesus, the king of kings and the lord of lords wears the proof of your righteousness upon his hands and feet. Fear not my child for verdict is ‘not guilty’ and my verdict is eternal. To run from my presence because of the accuser is foolish. For I love you with a burning fire that cannot be quenched. Nothing can separate you from my love. I sculpted you with my hands and made you fearfully and wonderfully. All that I am is yours my child, you have my heart. Even those who walk in contestation of my word have my love. I think of them constantly and will reject none who desire to be with me. But many choose self and refuse to be one as we are one. Even when the time comes for judgment will many turn their back on my love and upon what the son has so selflessly done. I have seen your very heart me. And I have made it my throne. Even now, as before the accuser, I prepare a table for you in the presence of your enemies. Go now with a full heart and a sound mind. Go now with the knowledge that I am with you and the son is with you and the Holy Spirit is in you. Go in the power of my might and speak with my voice. I love you my child, never doubt this. I love you with all that I AM!”
In an instant I am standing on the property under Michael’s calf.
I am astounded by all that I have just experienced. This overwhelming love, this unlimited grace, this incomprehensible mercy that is extended to all of mankind.
Gatherer speaks from beside me.
Gatherer:
“None must perish son of sorrow. Not one. Are you committed to this fight?”
Me:
“With all that I am.”
Builder:
“Soon will Lucifer mobilize all of contention, which is hell, against you. And from every side shall accusation come. When the first stone is laid shall Lucifer know who and where you are. From that time will all of contention know your name. Consecrate yourself then to this assignment only and leave all else. For only Michael and Gabriel and the discipline of the word can keep your body safe from the onslaught that will come. Upon this land and upon the consecrated land will your body be safe. Not a hair on your head will be harmed and you will be consistently in peace and fullness of joy. Here will you eat at the table that is prepared and here will you invite even those who despise you to eat from your plate. Fear not son of sorrow, for many will love you and provide for every need. Assuredly will more blessing come to you than you expect. But own nothing. Give all to the stewardship of Obed Edom. Lest the accuser say ‘look at what this hypocrite has accumulated in the name of God’. Have nothing, be no-one. Simply do what is written and speak what is written and a multitude will heed what you have written as if from God himself. Strike from the record your name. Take no glory and forbid your disciples from giving you glory. For all that flows from your lips must be consecrated in selflessness as Christ was consecrated in selflessness. None must quote you as man. All must quote what is written simply as ‘son of sorrow’. Lay your name upon the altar son of sorrow.
Suddenly we are in the future. People walk everywhere around us. A group of students from the Bible College recognize me and run towards me, asking many questions. The Holy Spirit speaks through me, delivering profound truth and they are amazed at all I say.
Builder:
“Look now at your social media.”
I am surprised at his nonchalant acknowledgement of modern technology but realize that nothing is new to these servants of the Holy Spirit as all that has been created originates in the spiritual realm and has been there since the beginning.
On Facebook I see that I have been tagged in many statuses. “(He calls my full name) said…….” “Wisdom wisdom wisdom – (He calls my full name)”.
Builder:
“See how the wisdom that is the word is attributed to you? See how they are led away from reverence for that which is spoken by the word made manifest? See how they make you a false idol?”
I nod. The point is made.
Builder:
” Do not see this as an impossible sacrifice, you will be well cared for. But do not manipulate or compel people to look after you for all who provide for you will not receive their reward in this life lest they bless you for their own enrichment and you receive glory for their reward. They will receive all rewards and more when they stand at the first judgment. Glorious will be the crowns that they receive for they have given expecting nothing in return.
For all Obed Edom touches will flourish. And all he touches will multiply. He is in full confirmation if the word and has the heart of the father. As Abraham was promised legacy, so is Obed Edom promised legacy. And so all who heed the word of Obed Edom to the letter and the law in confirmation of what is written shall inherit the spirit of legacy but those who do not will be cut off. As I have raised the son of sorrow, so the father has raised Obed Edom. Do not lend your ear to any who contest his words. For he has been tested and found worthy.
To all who come to this vision and have ears to hear, say thus: The son of sorrow is the courier of the vision. Obed Edom is the steward of the vision. Even the courier must submit to the vision he delivers. It is Obed Edom who will ensure that all is in line with the vision and of the word.
For the helper will ensure that all Ebed Edom decrees is thus manifest. And Obed Edom shall decree what is written by the son of sorrow. And the son of sorrow shall record what is spoken by the Holy Spirit and his messengers.
Be careful to research all that is spoken hence, that not one word be in contention with the word made manifest which is all spoken by the lamb.
Take heart son of sorrow. You will be loved and blessed in these last days beyond all you can think or dream or imagine. Lay down your life and be one as we are one.
For all who are one as we are one will take care of your every need according to His riches in the glory of all that is the word and the word made manifest.”
To he who is called the sower, say thus:
‘Sower! Thou art a son among many sons and daughters and have always been apart yet a part. You have strived to lead your brothers and sisters in unity and have strived to be as Paul was and truly you are as Paul was. For the Father has never called you to settle. Only to sow. And many times have you felt as Eli, saying ‘my sons and daughters produce no fruit.’ But hear well Sower. You are neither Eli, nor Elisha. The Father has not called you to be anything but sower. For from your hands have little seeds fallen upon both fertile and infertile ground and because of your obedience has even the seed that is scooped up by birds and consumed by animals bared fruit.
You have been as the wind, throwing the seed as you go, into the high places and low places alike. And the seed has gone into the crevices of hardened hearts and over many years cracked open hearts that have forgotten from whence the seed has come. And even those who were thought dead have come alive in new wineskins because of your faithful sowing. Lo even the son of sorrow had such a heart and was dead to all confirmation and contention. And all that is the fruit of the sons of sorrow and the daughters of sorrow and all that is sown from their hands shall be your legacy. And that is but one seed of all the many seeds that you have sown. Continue thus Sower. Do not tire of doing good and do not be tempted to settle. For you are the Sower and many dead hearts yet await what your hands will sow.
Now is the time for the Sower to record the heart of the son of man. For the son of man was a sower who sent out sowers to sow. Write down thy revelation of sowing. Write it down and make it plain so that those who are of your legacy may be so in word and deed. For many receive the seed and produce fruit but do not sow. Thus is their legacy ended in one generation. For they enter the kingdom of mammon and build walls to contain and control that which must flow freely. Write it down and make it plain so that Ebed Edom may enforce all within.
For many will come and sit diligently under the revelation of the son of sorrow but without your vision made plain shall there be little seed sown. For Ebed Edom and the son of sorrow are called to this harvest and will ensure that the equipping of the sons and daughters of sorrow as workers is executed with administrative precision. And all that equips will have legacy. But all who are sent out must be sent out as sowers.
Write down and make plain all that is within you. Heed this word sower, and nations will be your legacy.'”
Gatherer:
“Hear the Father’s heart in this Sower. None must perish. None must be chaff. All must be saved. Let the workers gain what is in you. Write thy revelation. Make it plain.”
Builder:
“To the broken instrument say thus:
What is your voice but instrument? What are your hands but instruments? What are you but an instrument? For as the Seraphim are instruments so are you an instrument. Be as the Seraphim. Sing only the word. Be only in confirmation of the word, for the kingdom of mammon has enticed you to become its voice but now in this season and for all eternity shall you be the voice the Holy Spirit as I am a voice of the Holy Spirit. But you will be more than messenger, you will be as the Seraphim.
Bring reverence to the word, who is God. Find your refuge in the word, who is God and lead the multitudes in reverence to the word, who is God. And in the glorious harmony that is unified voices speaking and singing the word of God, shall the Holy Spirit reveal the Father and the Father the son. For the letter kills but the spirit brings life. In all that is word and all that is under Obed Edom and the son of sorrow shall you bring into perfect order and harmony and resonation with the spirit. Be as the Seraphim who bring forth the word in harmony with the Spirit. Bring forth the anointing so that all who hear the word are watered and healed. Bring forth reverence for the word so that the son may be worshipped and the father may be glorified.
Bring forth the revelation of the Father’s unconditional love and his acceptance of even the worst prodigal. For if your music brings revelation of the holiness of the word, then shall all call upon the name of the Lord and be saved. For the Father yearns to embrace his children and only through Jesus will they embrace him and only through the revelation brought by the Holy Spirit will the son be illuminated.
Raise up the musicians Broken Instrument. Raise them up and instruct them to revere the word manifest. Be as the wise men who came before Him even as a baby and worshipped him. Be as the Seraphim, be the instrument of worship who leads us all to reverence.
Hear this and heed well Broken Instrument: Heed well the commands of the steward, who is Obed Edom, and heed well every revelation of the son of sorrow. Under the guidance of steward and courier steward shall all the work of your hands be blessed. Be never divisive, be never in contention. Know that to be in contention with what is written is to walk from this assignment.
None shall be Father but the Father. None shall be Rabbi but the son. Contend not with my steward, not even in part. For my steward has my heart and my heart is that you should prosper. And all that flows from his mouth shall bring blessing.
Taint not thyself with that which panders to the kingdom of mammon for you are to be set apart, consecrated and holy as are the Seraphim. Heed this to the letter and the law and the anointing of Obed Edom shall come upon your children and your children’s children.”
I am suddenly aware of Uriel’s presence. I am tired. The encounter in the throne room with Lucifer has left me grateful but embarrassed. I am not in the mood for more lectures but I wait for him to speak.
Uriel:
“You are vexed. Come, ask that I may bring revelation of the word and be set free.”
Me:
“I have been stripped bare before both Father and son. I am angry at myself for being all that would require the perfect, loving, wonderful Christ to pay the ransom for my ignorance and willful disobedience. I am so disappointed in myself that I can feel the beat if anxiety behind my heart. The son of God, the most powerful, pure, perfect being is all of creation had to be the ransom for me. The flawed fool.”
Uriel:
“Son of sorrow. Do you think any of that information was new to the father? He sits upon the throne of your heart and knows your very thoughts. And even then does the ransom cover the payment in full. His love covers a multitude sins and because of Jesus, none can condemn you. For even before the accuser can accuse is your ransom paid. Now, if God who is love covers you in love, he covers you in himself. For God is love. So God is patient with you, kind to you and keeps no record of your wrongs. You cannot earn love. Love is not a currency, love is the fruit of the fullness of the word. For the word, who is God, cannot contradict itself and neither can love.
Consider this: The fullness of the Godhead bodily dwells in Jesus and you are complete in him which is the head of all principality and power. So God, being love, and the word, manifest as Jesus who has authority over all principality and power, sits upon the throne of your heart and completes you as heaven, or kingdom. Aware of all your sin, he covers them in love and even strikes them from his own memory. For love keeps no record of sin. Indeed, his banner over you is love.
Son of sorrow. Every sin exposed was already known to God the Father, paid in full by God the son and healed by God the Spirit. There was no accusation by Lucifer that had not already been dealt with.
Do you think you can earn holiness? Or earn righteousness? All are born into the kingdom of mammon and fall short of the glory of God but are justified freely by the ransom paid in full by Christ Jesus.
The accuser has no power over you. None whatsoever. He seeks only to make you choose to stay away from the throne of God, who is the father, who is the authority of the word. And the Father is here, even now, upon the throne of your heart but you are led astray by the deceiver to close your eyes and close your ears in fear of your own unworthiness.
Say thus to all who hear your voice:
Enter the throne room with full confidence, for all that you think is hidden and forgotten is already forgiven. The accusation of the accuser has no power to indict you, it can only make you feel unworthy. Do not fall for the deceit of the deceiver!”
I wake up.