Dream 98

Dream 98
My wife and I have a great marriage but there has been a very definite warning in this dream.

Please pray for us for wisdom and also take note of all that is written in this dream for your own marriage.

The greatest danger is to be double minded and allow others in your ear about your vision, relationship etc. Keep your ears closed to doubters, they are a lot more destructive than you or they realize.

Dream 98
I stand upon the land beneath Michael’s calf. Uriel stands beside me looking out over the river.
Uriel:
“Prepare yourself son of sorrow, you must listen well and learn well.”
The familiar tugging at my spirit takes place and I look at Uriel with my ‘not again’ face. I am too tired to speak to a principality but I have no choice in the matter. My spirit is wrenched across vast continents until I stand atop a mountain looking into the face of a fallen archangel. He is massive. His feet somewhere in the valley below, face at the top of the mountain, big eyes looking straight at me.
The ultimate father figure with noble nose, hair graying at the temples, soft, friendly eyes.
The illusion no longer has any effect on me. I know this principality well, it is Lucifuge, General of mammon.
Lucifuge:
“Ah, Courier! How delightful to see you! We have watched you with great interest there upon that land. How has loneliness, powerlessness and uncertainty served you this past month?”
Me:
“Better that I thought it would be actually. Thank you for asking. How has serving the father of lies served you this past month?”
Lucifuge:
“It is you who serves the father of lies courier. Our kingdom prospers spectacularly while the Father continues to withhold blessing from even His most committed servants, as usual. You really should reconsider our offer.”
Me:
“No thank you. Why am I here?”
Lucifuge:
“Well Courier… You see, you have left us no choice but to kill you. It’s nothing personal but some of the things you record are a little sensitive and are not read by many but such things have a habit of picking up momentum. You do understand that we cannot allow you to continue to do this? I mean. What would you do about you if you were in our position?”
Me:
“If I were in your position I would have repented a long time ago and begged the Father for mercy.”
Lucifuge:
“Very clever. It does not answer the question but I certainly appreciate the wit. Tell me, how is your relationship with your wife? And how are your relationships with your friends in ministry? It can’t be easy being the guy who goes completely crazy and leaves his life to live in a tent in the wild. You should have taken my offer courier. Or should I say ‘son of sorrow’? An apt name for someone who gives himself over to a God who does nothing but lie about taking care of His children.”
Me:
“I am well taken care of and my marriage is just peaches thank you. Either way, I would rather be a pauper who is obedient to God than whatever the kingdom of lies has to offer.”
Lucifuge:
“Yes, the old ‘suffer for Jesus’ mindset. Do you not ever struggle with the contradiction of selling all you have to the poor yet a promise of life in abundance? Or unlimited grace but only if you do what is commanded?
How much contradiction does it take for you to realize just how much of a liar God is?
There is no good versus evil courier, there are simply two sides to the same coin and the Angel of Light is on the winning side. Lucifer does not hide his intentions from those who serve him. God, on the other hand, is a bold faced liar who sells His children out with a smile on His face.
You call this love? I think you are very confused dear Courier.”
Me:
“Well, if bringing heaven to earth is an Omelet and I am one of the eggs, brokenness is my greatest honor. Love is laying your life down for others, He did it for me, I gladly do it for Him.”
Lucifuge:
“You won’t last. We are on every aspect of your life. Finance, relationships, marriage, health… We will find a crack and you will fall.”
Me:
“There you go again, threatening a broken man with brokenness and a dead man with death. I am neither enticed by your temptations nor am I intimidated by your threats. If those around me wish to give in to your ideas, that is their free will. I will do as I am instructed, dead or alive, we will stand, resist your kind and we will be victorious.”
Lucifuge:
“Say goodbye to your marriage courier.”
In an instant I am back on the land standing beside Uriel.
Uriel:
“Your wife is stronger than he thinks. Don’t be concerned about her.”
Me:
“Any tips?”
Uriel:
“The enemy uses sowers of doubt. If doubt is present, you become double minded and unstable. Do not tolerate those who sow doubt and do not allow doubt to flow from your own lips. Have full faith in the instruction son of sorrow. Follow every instruction and make your ears deaf to all who doubt.
Do not concern yourselves with what is logical and what makes sense to the world. Simply follow the instructions and you will have abundance, a wonderful marriage and good friends. Those who doubt the instructions are neither friend nor family to you. Stay focused, look neither to the left, nor the right. Follow the instructions and there will be no room for the enemy.”
Me:
“Do we wait for budget before we do as instructed or do we move before we see physical provision?”
Uriel:
“There is no difference. You already have physical provision. Do as you please.”
Me:
“Moving without physical provision is very stressful and affects a great many things, especially when we sacrifice from our personal life to move the kingdom forward. A great many people have to be fed and helped in many ways. I dream and record as instructed but I cannot ignore the suffering of others. The real life pressures are constant and hard to ignore. Today two more feeding areas were identified and if we don’t do something, people will go hungry.”
Uriel:
“You are only to record what you see son of sorrow but the Father sees your heart and shall grant you the provision to do these things so that you may be at peace. Move as you see provision.”
Me:
“If I had to move only when I see provision, I would never move. I have literally never seen provision before vision.”
Uriel:
“Do not focus on what was or what is. Focus on what is to come. The past was for the sake of your preparation. This is the time of your assignment. You will be well provided for.”
Me:
“I wish I could turn a blind eye and just record what I dream as instructed but I don’t understand why there is still so much suffering. Why? Why is this allowed to go on? And why is every church on the planet not busy with those in need? Where are people’s hearts?”
Uriel:
“Mammon rewards those who do things a certain way. Thus those things are popular, even in ministry. Those who feed the poor are mostly ignored by mainstream Christian media. This causes young ministers to aspire to roles of greater glory where media and popularity will seek them out. Acts of power, good looks, the ability to sing well, charismatic preaching – these things are popular and thus focal points of aspiration.
None of this can be considered evil, it is simply what is popular.
Have you not noticed how those who work in missions are mostly unknown? They do not have budgets for TV, impressive buildings and big marketing campaigns because there is so much work to be done with what they have.
It is nothing sinister son of sorrow, simply a clever strategy from the evil one to control your focus.
This is why your assignment is so important. You are to bring passion and love to missions work. All that you are busy with now is to draw those who have similar hearts to one base and equip them with all that they need. You cannot lend your ears to anyone who does not see what you see for all see that which they are programmed to see. Continue to allow the Holy Spirit to be your programmer and do not allow doubt to creep in. Protect your faith at all costs.
You must believe in the instructions son of sorrow. Believe without a shred of doubt so that your mind is clear and focused on this vision. Two billion souls by twenty thirty-three. Think only on this and the instructions that will lead to it.
Neither you, nor your wife, nor any who believe with you must entertain the thoughts of those who doubt. Many mean well but speak in fear. Do not let them near your ears. Protect your faith at all costs.
The kingdom is all son of sorrow.”
Me:
“The kingdom is all.”
I wake up.