Dream 230

I have been worshipping and praying for many hours beneath the tree that we have nicknamed the tree of life.
Uriel and Builder have been standing motionlessly, glory streaming from their faces as they patiently wait for me to complete this bit of time in the spirit.
I hardly use words anymore. I desire to be an instrument that harmonizes with the sound of heaven.
The atmosphere is so thick with the anointing that the air around me looks like a fog of some sort.
I am suddenly overwhelmed with a sense of absolute love and the words ‘Atah Adonai ahuvi’ pour from my mouth over and over again.
After a time I am silent and Uriel speaks:
“There are things so deep within the soul that no human words can express them. Both sorrow and joy can be so rich and vast that even the greatest vocabulary may betray their depth and breadth.
Only deep can understand deep. And only deep can cry out to deep.
For the Holy Spirit too does not constrain Himself to the limitation of human words or languages. He intercedes with groaning and sings from His depths as an instrument that requires no lyrics. And all of creation harmonizes with him.
There is a time and place for everything son of sorrow. There is a time for words and a time for tongues. But your time in prayer supersedes words. You do well to abandon words in favour of the cry of the depths of your soul.”
Me:
“Indeed, it is much easier to pray like this. The eighth hour comes fast, and the ninth falls away quickly. The tenth no longer holds the labour of flesh so painfully. But to return to this realm and speak with people exhausts me. For I lay myself and my thoughts down to adopt the thoughts of the Son, but man seeks to discuss things that are of no relevance to the kingdom.
I desire to love, not judge. But the emptiness of the words of believers without faith brings upon me such weariness that I long for sleep.
Tell me Uriel, why is it that the words of an unbeliever do not tire me so? Why is it that a believer lacking faith is such a weight upon me?”
Uriel:
The unbeliever is not yet filled with the Spirit. So he carries no weigh or authority in the spirit. He is driven before the winds of mammon and knows no better.
But the believer is filled with the Spirit of God and every word that is uttered from his lips, whether in fear or faith, carries the weight of the kingdom of God. Some misrepresent the kingdom of God with their lack of faith and are heavy weights upon both angel and believer alike.
Believers without faith are a stench in the spirit. They take the breath away and infuse the atmosphere with a foul odour that repels the very angels sent to make the impossible possible.
A believer that does not believe is so heavy because they call God a liar. Their lack of faith in what God can do is an accusation against His competence. They take God Himself to the court of their unbelief and prosecute Him there.
And in doing so they call every believer who has faith a fool. You must not tolerate this son of sorrow. You must rebuke this lack of faith, for it grieves the Spirit and it is the Holy Spirit within you that you feel recoiling from the accusation.
A man may express his doubts with awe and reverence, asking for an increase in wisdom so that his faith may increase. But to flaunt his fear as if it were wisdom is an indictment against the very throne of God.
Take note son of sorrow:
As you become more attuned to the spiritual realm, words that contradict what your spirit accepts as truth will grieve you as they do the Holy Spirit.
Do not lend your ear or your time to believers who stubbornly refuse to believe. Invite them to worship with you so that you may impart the spirit of faith. But consider your ears sanctified and keep them holy.”
Builder:
“Consider this son of sorrow:
An army can only have one commander in chief. To have the soldiers questioning every command would bring total chaos. Yet you tolerate this in the eternal kingdom. Though grace covers their insurrection, they are still traitors to the kingdom. For to turn your back upon what God calls possible is to betray Him.
Thankfully the Father knows that His children are still growing and His love covers a multitude of sins. But just because a thing is covered by love does not mean that it is anything different to what it is.
An army moves on command. And only through obedience to every command can an army move in unity. But if those in charge of supplies are disobedient, they bring the entire army to a halt.
It is in the nature of the slaves of mammon to rebel against the call of the King to advance His kingdom with money and manpower. Indeed, they are offended at the very thought of parting with their treasure. It is thus because they lack faith in an eternal kingdom.
Truly I tell you this: Those who build up storehouses on earth cannot claim to be of the faith, for their faith is not in eternity, it is in this life and in the riches of this life. They are traitors under grace. Do not waste your time trying to convince them, for they seek to gain the world at the expense of their souls.
Faith is generous and obedient. But for a selfish man to become a faithful man requires the infilling of the Holy Spirit.
Thus the core of your strategy must continue to be prayer and worship. But not just any worship, deep calling to deep.
When you activate the deep kind of worship, you activate the deep kind of faith. And there, in that deep faith, you will please God and the Holy Spirit will work to renew your mind so that you may walk in the perfect will of God.
But without the Holy Spirit and the anointing such things are impossible.
Only The Holy Spirit can reshape the heart of man.
This is why the kingdom is more important than a roof over your head or food on your table. It is more important than the breath in your lungs. For hat is the point of breathing the breath of God if you exhale the breath of the liar and the deceiver?
No, seek first the kingdom, seek first the depths of worship, wait in that upper room until you are anointed with fire and then go out and preach a gospel that brings man to repentance and selfless generosity.
The kingdom is all son of sorrow, seek first the kingdom, seek first the Spirit of the kingdom. Let deep cry out to deep and you shall see more power than you have even heard of.”
Me:
“The kingdom is all.”