Dream 249

I have been worshipping with Guardian for a few hours. A song of power and beauty flows from my spirit and I am filled with gratefulness for all that God desires to do through His people.
But I am also filled with sadness.
Guardian:
“What is it that vexes you so Courier?”
Me:
“I have done as instructed for almost 9 months at great personal sacrifice. Yet progress is so slow. I work on myself daily to be patient but the more I pray, the more I desire to see results. If anything, these long hours of prayer are filling me with doubts.
I do not doubt that God desires it to be on earth as it is in heaven. I doubt that mankind desires it.
I look to see provision and I see all our needs met but resource trickles in at such a slow rate that it is as if we are being stalled here. I feel like a fool who is lead around by promises of great loaves of bread while he is tossed crumbs to keep him believing.
You should have chosen a different courier. Someone who actually likes this kind of life.
I would have been of better use to the kingdom on an assignment to make lots of money. At least this vision would have been well funded.
Even fasting and prayer and daily repentance has not changed how I feel about the body of Christ and their absolute contempt for the poor.
I see Breakthrough, Gatherer and you, the Guardian of blessing and glory, yet I see neither blessing nor glory. All I see is crumbs and delay.
We have three months to go and nothing of the first year assignment has even started.
Though the land is being miraculously paid off, it is a constant sword in my side. For this land should have been paid in cash before my feet even arrived upon it.
I am sick of false promises. If this vision is so important for the advance of the kingdom, why do we not have the large resources to advance it?
If there was not a year by year timetable from Builder, I might have been a lot more relaxed because there is progress. But I am concerned that we will not do as instructed within the timetable.
If there are Angels involved, surely resources should be easily released?”
Guardian:
“You are correct in your suspicion that we feed your crumbs to keep the vision afloat. It is thus because WHO gives is as important as the giving itself.
Not just anyone can provide for this vision. You are not building a shopping mall here. This is a sacred assignment that offers tests to every single person involved on every single level.
And every test is a test of the heart and an opportunity for repentance.
All who sow money, time or energy into this vision are given a fresh start of the heart, a complete change of thinking and a promotion in their eternal rank.
Let me explain something to you Courier:
Though mankind assumes that their short time on earth is a very long time, it is nothing but a day of decisions that expose the heart and motives of every spirit.
You do not want to hear this, but not everyone is going to heaven. Much more will perish than you think. They will simply disappear. Some will even spend eternity with Satan because they became as he became.
Your issue is that you do not have a revelation of eternity. You think that this is all there is.
In heaven there are different ranks of angels with different functions and titles.
In the same way, there are different ranks of people with different functions and different titles.
It is here, on earth, for a very short time, that you write the tests that determine your eternal rank, functions and titles.
For in this short day you will have enough time to receive a revelation of who you are and what you desire.
Those who confirm love and submit to the law that was written upon their hearts will find themselves in an eternity filled with the same kinds of people.
But those who forsake love actually forsake the kingdom of God on earth and thus cannot enter the eternal kingdom. For one is a gateway to the other and a fiery crucible that refines you for your eternal reign.
Some you will sit as judges, some as priests, others as kings, most as citizens. For not every soul desires to judge and not every soul desires to reign. Most desire stability and peace. So here on earth you test all things and uphold what is pure and you decide what you love to do righteously in the midst of the fires of adversity.
Nothing exposes the heart of a man more than discomfort. For if you wish to see who you truly are, be in disagreement with another. There you will see either love or contempt.
And if you wish to see if a man can reign eternally in a perfect heaven, first see how he does on an imperfect earth.
And if a man desires to be a priest in heaven, fully committed in a similar role to the Seraphim, then see how is heart is tested on earth.
There is no hardship that cannot be overcome with a heart of love. And though some tests might seem worse than others, every test is perfectly proportionate.
You rebel against the idea of a God that would test you because you think that this life is all there is.
But this life is but a short day that separates wheat from chaff and sheep from goats.
There is no place in heaven for the bitter, the selfish, and the cruel. Nor is there place for the indifferent and the haughty. It is a place of love, grace and mercy.
Only those who lack love, grace and mercy would think this judgement criterion unfair. For even though the Son of God came to level the playing field so that sin no longer holds the keys, most stay wilfully blind and stubborn.
Blessing and glory permeate every inch of heaven. But only the humble and the grateful can appreciate it. The conceited and the selfish grow accustomed to the most lavish of riches and take it for granted. These hunger for more than they are given and would do so even in heaven.
The decisions you make on earth determine who you will be eternally and trials show you who you truly are.
Though your heart is broken by the selfishness and the indifference of man on earth, rejoice that your name is written in the Lamb’s book of life. For no such selfishness and indifference is present in heaven.
All who judge are fair judges and all who reign are fair rulers. Those who serve as priests are filled with so much love that even in the presence of blessing and glory, they are able to lift your soul even higher. For they receive constant impartation from the high priest, who is the son of God.
Do not let your heart be troubled by the selfishness of this world Courier. Keep your eyes on eternity. Those who live their lives for this earthy life will receive their full reward here. But those who give up their selfishness will receive their reward and rank in heaven.
Heaven is a place of love and order. It is a place of laughter and creativity. Look forward to it and eagerly desire to take as many there as you can.
As the cares of this world vex you, many things vex the angels.
Did you know that there are believers who actively seek excuses to pass judgment upon their brothers and mankind? They hunger for power so lustfully that they forget the love of Jesus completely.
Believers like these are a terrible thing Courier. It is better to share the truth with a man and weep when he rejects it than to share the truth with a man and rejoice at his judgement.
Such people do not have the heart of heaven. They are worse than the devil.
Do not allow your frustration with man failing their tests to turn you into so foul a judge.
Be at peace. Pass your tests and pray that the other workers will pass theirs.
For those who are supposed to give are held accountable if they do not.
It is thus because God Himself gives them the time, energy or money to do His work and their test is to sacrifice what is put into their hands cheerfully.
If they cling to what is supposed to go elsewhere, it is fraud and they fail the test.
Do not be angry at them, do not judge them. Weep for them for they are in danger of forfeiting their very souls.
Continue to worship. Continue to pray. Keep your eyes upon eternity.
All who wish to rebuild the temple must rather look after the poor. All who even suspect that they are supposed to fund and work in this vision must move on that unction with haste. For every unction is a test worth passing.
Seek first the kingdom, think as an eternal man. Pass your tests and pray that others will pass theirs!
Now come Courier, let us worship together!”
We worship together for a wonderfully long time and I wake up.