Dream 261

I have been worshipping with Guardian in the tent of prayer for a few hours. The worship is incredible but I struggle to connect completely.
Guardian:
“What ails you Courier? What draws your focus so?”
Me:
“Though I know many deep truths, though I speak with angels, though I pray constantly, though I turn my back on fear, my heart is still broken by the vicious nature of my brothers and sisters who would reject each other over theological differences. And some, whom I love dearly, do the same to me. To love is to open up the heart and many who profess to love do not love, they attack without restraint. To hear of such hurts from many who communicate with me and to bear the pain of my own broken heart draws my focus from time to time.
For almost every week brings with it a new betrayal or rejection or vicious criticism. Some are easier to handle than others. But others reach into the core of me and at times my heart feels as if it is bleeding into my stomach.
Forgiveness has become easy, for I do my best to not take offense in the first place, but to love people who no longer love you is a hard thing.
I am not surprised that these things occur, for Jesus said that they would. Still my heart is heavy sometimes.”
Guardian:
“Alas Courier, there is no easy healing of an afflicted heart. For to love those who do not love you is receive a fresh wound each day. But the Lord is near the broken hearted and He is your reward and your portion. Do not turn aside from love, though your heart feel as if it shall explode, do not turn aside from love. Continue to love all, even though many refuse to love you, love them with a fierce love.
Know this Courier:
The closer you draw to God, the deeper you enter in worship, the more obedient you are to Him, the more the Holy Spirit shall convict those around you of sin and righteousness.
And this is a world of sin and adultery where few men and women are able to withstand sexual lusts, pornographic temptation and premarital knowledge.
Not desiring condemnation, men and women justify their sexual sin, hoping that God would understand. And though the most heinous of sin is covered by the blood of Jesus, the greater sin of self-righteousness creeps in and takes root in pride.
Love can cover a multitude of sins Courier, but nothing can save a proud spirit. Only heartfelt repentance and brokenness can start the healing process.
Those who are afflicted by pride shall hate you Courier. For they will struggle to believe that you are truly obedient and without ambition. You are accused weekly by spirits who cannot believe that a man would lay down his life so completely. But do not lose sight of the fact that your war is not against the flesh. It is against principalities, powers and rulers who work hard to create strongholds of offense in the hearts of man.
And they sow division by launching arguments against the knowledge of God.
Every argument is a seed of doubt that takes root in pride. And you know that an argument is from the pit of hell when there is no love in it.
For brothers and sisters may disagree on a thing, but when love is sacrificed to make a point, you know that the argument is from self-righteousness and a spiritual justification of deep sin.
But you must not pass judgement on those who criticize you. For they are in much pain already under the attack of the enemy. Sin and judgement afflict them heavily and they look to you to bring healing. But you are not the healer, only Jesus is the healer. And you are not the councillor, only the Holy Spirit is the councillor.
To lead people to serve Jesus as Lord is a great challenge Courier. Many will be very angry with you and very disappointed in your deference to Jesus. Many shall experience your deference as rejection. For very few desire to serve Jesus directly.
This is why we do our best to insulate you. For the more people who know your identity, the more will come seeking answers and leadership. But you are not to lead, you are to Courier. And you are to create an environment of impartation so that men and women may come and learn to connect with God directly.
The body of Christ is afflicted with false mediators between God and man and false coverings of man over man. A Godly leader is nothing more than a facilitator, but facilitators have begun to call themselves fathers and mothers, drawing the adoration of those who should be adoring Jesus and communing with the Hoy Spirit.
And these children, now unable to have their own, personal relationship with God, are unable to serve their authorities without emotional dependence.
So they become as prostitutes, willing to do anything for the favour of their earthly leaders.
And their leaders know this. Pators, shepherds, prophets – using emotional payouts as payment to spiritual prostitutes.
Do not then be surprised when these prostitutes run away from their masters and try to make you their master Courier. And do not be surprised when they see your attempt to free them from bondage as rejection. For they do not know Jesus. They only know their worldly masters.
And to bring them out of Egypt takes a long time. Some may respond immediately, but most may never respond, looking to you for attention and leaving you to find new masters when you are unwilling to give the attention that they crave.”
Me:
“Wow. I was like that for a long time. Working for the approval of earthly spiritual masters. And great depression came upon me when I was aborted from that world.”
Guardian:
“It is a very painful thing to cut the umbilical cord Courier. Understand this and love those who hate you. For they are in great pain and their souls are vexed.
For under the eyes of an earthly master who sees only what you allow him to see, you may have many hidden sins and motives. But before God you can hide nothing.
And to move into sonship under the direct authority of God when you are riddled with guilt and fear is a painful journey.
Love them Courier.
And be patient in their growth. Wait for them with open heart and open arms. And make it known that you reject none.
Take heart!
Those who are able to connect directly to the spirit of wisdom and bow their knee directly to the Son with no expectation on you or on their own leaders are true sons and daughters of God.
These are able to give honor where honor is due and they are able to serve Generals as brothers without allowing a spirit of contempt to creep in.
Rejoice that God is raising up a generation that shakes off the chains of slavery and prostitution, a generation that will push back poverty and stop the advance of the antichrist.
But weep for those who are trapped as slaves to emotional blackmail.
For they are forced to have a spirit of rebellion, which is as witchcraft. And they do not think twice about criticizing and attacking the most righteous of God’s messengers.
Weep for them, for they curse themselves and bring judgement upon themselves. For they create the measure by which they shall be judged.
But rejoice Courier. We send incredible people to surround you. We insulate you with the very cream of the crop. You are loved and favoured by God and man. Do not lend your thoughts to those who must yet journey to become qualified and do not believe the reports of the enemy.
Though the vision was delayed by many harrying tactics, there is unity as never before. Do not look at ten or twenty who rebel, look at the hundreds who participate so joyfully and enthusiastically.
The foundation of unity in obedience to Christ is all that matters. And this the team is doing well!
Do not be in a hurry to force people to grow.
The twelve, the seven, the vision armor bearers, the helpers, the intercessors, the feeders – all will take time to grow, some weeks, some months, some years. Do not force unity.
And do not despair when you are rejected or criticized by any of them. For all must grow into unity with Jesus.
And do not despair when friends and family walk away from you. For your friends and family are those who will build this vision with you. Have you not seen how amazing they are? Have you not seen how full of love they are?
Take hope! For the millions of children that you (plural) mentor shall grow up in the image of these who so lovingly work in the vision. And they shall be famous for how they love one another!
To the gatekeepers:
Let none attempt to council the Courier. Let none speak of disunity to him. Let none defend him.
Do not bring the cares of this world to him lest you distract him from his assignment.
Insulate him with love as you do so well and do not assume him anything more than Balaam’s donkey.”
Me:
“Hahahaha!”
Guardian:
“Speak of him as a man of prayer, nothing more and lovingly correct all who expect him to lead. Work with him, not for him, lest you turn him into a false prophet. But honor the ground upon which he prays so that you may bring honor upon yourself.
I am the angel who guards glory and blessing. And I have taken up residence on this land. I will speak the names of those who guard the glory of this land in heaven. I will speak of you to the angels and heaven shall know your name.
And all who come here shall begin to make their homes and businesses as this land. They shall become a people of prayer and they shall bring heavenly honor upon their homes.
Work in peace and love.
Seek first the kingdom of God, His kingdom is a kingdom of Love. If you cannot love, you are not yet of His kingdom!”
Me:
“The kingdom is all!”
Guardian:
“I shall help you connect to the Holy Spirit today Courier. I shall stand with you in the tent of prayer as you lead worship. I shall spread my arms over all who enter the tent today and I shall blow the horn of blessing over them. Declare the Lordship of Jesus Christ today Courier. Sing with all your heart, worship as if it was just you. Do not wait for the slow and the disobedient to catch up. Enter the deepest intimacy that you possibly can.
I shall raise my arms in the third hour!
Jesus Christ is Lord and His kingdom is all!”
I wake up.