Dream 275

I am not very excited about posting this dream as it was supposed to be a very private conversation between Uriel and I.
Read and learn what you need to, but please do not allow yourself to feel guilty about how I feel.
I appreciate every person that God has sent to our vision and no particular people came to mind when I was speaking to Uriel.
Love you all.
Dream 275
Uriel and I stand upon breakthrough island on the land beneath Michael’s calf.
I have been here for days, praying for a miracle for all of the many people who cry out for a miracle in their business, homes and ministries.
I turn to Uriel.
Me:
“I don’t blame people for getting angry at God when His children misrepresent Him so.
Communication in His kingdom is vague, very few know what the heck they are supposed to do. The Bible gives clear commands to love one another, make disciples, look after the poor and many other instructions but to do those things require resources and emotional stability. How do we get resource and emotional stability in a kingdom that is so riddled with selfish, nasty people?
Nothing is simple yet we are told not to complicate the simplicity of the Gospel. It is all a paradox to me. I do as I am told, recording the dreams, praying every day and facilitating unity as best I can but I am still disappointed over and over by the choices people make. Pastors who speak against other pastors. Believers who are nasty, insensitive and selfish. I do nothing but pray and still I have enemies who are believers.
What possible threat am I to their ministries? I do not ask for offerings, members or speak against their churches. All I ask for is unity.
I have never understood the inner workings of the hearts of people who continually strive for conflict, criticism and judgement. They exhaust me.
I know many wonderful people in ministry and business who deal with the same. Persecuted for no reason whatsoever by selfish and nasty people. Even hearing the stories makes me tired to my soul.
Though I understand our assignment to raise a generation in love, I do not understand why people who spew unkind words and make false promises are allowed to prosper while the kind hearted are taken advantage of.
Surely the righteous should prosper so that their assignment to raise a loving generation is made easier?
Each meeting I have with missionaries brings more horror stories of corporate politicking, humiliation and rejection from churches.
It removes my will to live.
Why should I labour so to build a vision that will introduce millions of children to a kingdom that ignores the love of God?
All I see is ambition, jostling for position and cold hearted corporate authoritarianism masquerading as grace. Bullies and manipulators rise to power in this kingdom that we are called to build.
Why build a kingdom when there are no safeguards in place to protect these children when we are gone?
I watch the infrastructure of this vision begin to take shape around us and I struggle to know whether I should rejoice or weep. For though I do all out of obedience, I do not trust believers to walk in love.
Look how they hate each other. Look how they persecute each other. Look how they gossip and slander and criticize.
Am I wasting my life on yet another pointless ministry exercise that will end with my wife and I ousted by cold hearted corporates? Am I the catalyst to another super ministry that will turn from the poor and focus on money as soon as my wife and I no longer have influence?
I don’t know Uriel, I continue to be obedient and I have no doubt that this vision shall come to pass. But I struggle to believe that humanity deserves saving.
I still believe that we are a virus, a selfish, heartless organism perched atop the food chain, devouring all that sparks our lust. We are the devils and demons. We are hell. We are the problem.
I believe with all my heart that God was right to send the flood but wrong to save Noah and his family.
Humanity is rotten and unkind. They throw a few scraps to the poor from time to time and call themselves good but we are capable of the complete eradication of poverty.
To have the power to be kind in word and deed, yet be unkind and indifferent – how much more evil can a species be?
I will continue to be obedient, but I disagree that mankind is worth saving.”
Uriel:
“Have you seen the righteous who surround you son of sorrow? Have you seen the goodness of their hearts?”
Me:
“I have.”
Uriel:
“Are they not worthy of eternal rewards?”
Me:
“They are.”
Uriel:
“And innocent children who have no yet tasted shackles of ego?”
Me:
“They too are worthy.”
Uriel:
“This large amount of time in prayer strips the armour from you son of sorrow. And those around you are not careful to guard their tongues. Now you fall into melancholy and once again pass judgment upon mankind because reports come to your ears that should not come to your ears.
You are no longer within the kingdom of mammon because you can no longer survive its curse even in small part.
You were born to be Courier, nothing more. You, and those with the same call as you, were created to be far more sensitive to the realities of the spirit any others on earth.
You desired death for many years because that which is unseen to most others is seen to you. And that which is heard and ignored by others cannot be ignored by you.
And now in the fullness of your assignment you are surrounded by people who are as angels, people who are a fragrance to heaven. But some, thinking you more than Courier, foolishly share information that should not come to your ears.
Let me enlighten you son of sorrow, so that you and all who see your spirit may have a revelation of the mind of a Courier.
Your brokenness is your strength. Your love for justice is your drive.
But your weakness is your hatred for injustice.
To love justice with so fierce a passion and hate injustice with equal vigour creates a never-ending war within you.
For you are constantly aware of what heaven on earth looks like and thus what all of man should be working towards. And that is all you should be focused upon.
All Couriers are driven by a need to see peace and joy reign upon earth far beyond their desire to eat or breathe.
But the drive to address injustice is the same. And, should you be made aware of an injustice, you become so driven to right what is wrong that you lose sight of the grace of God and His competence in finishing what was started upon the cross.
But when coming face to face with the worldly solution to injustice, the Courier is overcome with the revelation of the injustice that created the evil man before him.
And hopelessness comes upon the courier, a futility that robs him of the will to live. For he sees the world as it is, the playground of hell.
All but couriers are blinded to the gravity of this revelation. The elite may see in part and be driven to move in response to what they see. But couriers see it all. They see every thread and every blueprint that leads to the injustice before them. And only God can carry such weight.
To bring gossip to the ears of a courier is to point a loaded gun at their heads.
And while the vomit of hell is spewed from your lips, they would beg you to pull the trigger.
For what you see in part, they see in whole.
You lose so many couriers because you foolishly fight for your right to spew your lack of faith and your criticism of your brethren into the ears of those who are born to start fires of revival.
And you kill them with your refusal to control your tongue.
To those who surround couriers:
If you do not know how to speak in faith and love, keep your lips together. Caution all around them to do the same.
This courier was prepared for forty-two years to be sensitive enough to hear when angels speak. Yet also prepared to receive no glory or fame as an oracle of heaven.
You cannot fathom the price that has been paid by others to make this happen. Many have laid down their lives and fortunes so that this courier may be ready.
Many have thrown themselves in the path of hell itself to keep this courier alive.
If you do not see this courier as a prophet, then walk away.
If you suspect manipulation and ambition, then walk away.
The time has passed for doubt. If you do not believe by now then you will never believe.
You will not be punished for rejecting this prophet, for his purpose is only the advance of the kingdom of God and the eternal reward that comes with it.
Reject him then and walk away with a heart full of peace.
Even now the Holy Spirit begins to remove him from your mind.
But those who have seen with their eyes and know with their hearts that he is a man of peace must protect that peace.
Work among each other to make sure that no gossip comes to his ears.
Let your lips be filled with love for each other. Encourage one another, inspire one another as if your lives counted on it. For if you wish to raise a generation of love, you must sow seeds of love.
And this sensitivity around your couriers will create within you sound habits.
If you knew how your racist jokes, your gossip and your slander have chased couriers and angels from your life you would weep like a child.
The fool thinks that wealth is true riches but the wise know that peace and joy are worth far more than anything this earth can bring forth.
The courier is nothing special. He is not your leader. He is not your king. You can ignore him and discard him at no cost to your eternal salvation.
If you were to listen to the words of the son, you would have no use for couriers as they are only sent to bring the body back to their first love.
And that is what couriers are: joy and love. They are incapable of anything else and in danger of stepping from this world if they are forced to be anything else.
Steward what you have or it will be given to others.
Council all who have the ear of the courier to carefully watch their words. For he steps between the veil of the spirit and the veil of this world without knowing the difference and every word spoken goes with him.
You should be watching your words around each other anyway. You should be speaking wisdom, craving wisdom and loving wisdom. You should be speaking life and love and laughing together constantly.
Do not prostitute your lips to Satan. Speak in faith and walk in faith. Bless, do not curse!
You are light, be light.
Protect one another, love one another, honour one another.
Return to your first love!
Seek first the kingdom, for this kingdom is a kingdom of love!”
Me:
“Please Uriel, let me not make this dream public. I feel exposed to people who would use this to persecute me. You have said much that might make it appear as if I type a dream to make people treat me with rubber gloves!”
I hear a familiar voice and turn around to face the friendly man.
Friendly man:
“You must share it with all who read what you record Courier. For Uriel simply shares what I have taught. That you should love one another as I have loved you.
I desire above all that you would all prosper as your souls prosper. I desire that you would all be healed and whole.
And nothing builds or breaks like the words of your lips.”
I wake up.