I have been hugging the spirit of Wisdom for a few minutes. Her silver hair has that amazing freshly washed hair does. It hits you right in the heart. Her replying embrace is one of complete acceptance and commitment, like a lover who gives you her full attention. But there is no carnal sensuality to this embrace. It has all the connection of a sensual embrace without the physicality that awakens carnal desire.
When you desire someone physically, you place yourself at risk of rejection when you commit to an embrace like this. You connect on a level of emotional, physical and spiritual bliss. When the person reciprocates that need to be so intimately close to you on an emotional level, it is a pinnacle of exclusivity. Something that nobody else can have but you.
When I hug my wife with my whole body and she returns that hug with hers, it is a confirmation of total acceptance, exclusive desire and permission to have intimate sensuality whenever I want it.
She tells me with her hug that she has given herself to me completely.
This embrace has all those qualities without the sexuality.
Wisdom desires this absolute intimacy as much as we do. Her hug is one of passionate acceptance. She goes out of her way to let you know that she is totally committed to you.
When we let each other go, I get that feeling that both of us feel completely secure in our love for one another.
There is no time limit to the hug, no awkward early release from either party. The commitment is absolute and the desire to see each other aware of our love for one another is communicated passionately.
As I step away with a full heart, I realize that this is what heaven is like. We love each other and are able to express the fulness of it without the complications of sexuality.
To hug any woman but my wife like this would cause me to feel extremely uncomfortable. But in heaven, this level of absolute commitment is a wonderful normality.
It is the fullest expression of spiritual desire.
I feel wanted, appreciated, adored.
I struggle to put into human words how full my heart is after a connection like this.
If you have ever loved and desired someone and had them reciprocate that love and desire without reserve, you have a small idea of this feeling.
It lingers long after the connection is broken. It leaves you feeling so full of blissful contentment that you are in a state of ultimate emotional rest and joy.
Me:
“Is this what heaven is like? This feeling of being desired at such an incredible level?”
Wisdom:
“We are all one another’s beloveds Abdiel. When you remove the carnality of the sinful nature of man, you are left with the purest of connection between one another. You are the bride of Christ and He hungers for this level of intimacy with His bride.
Tell me Abdiel. What is it that has impacted you the most since you have facilitated daily worship in the tent of prayer?
Me:
“Without a doubt the overwhelming love that people are developing for one another. Hugs linger, people genuinely care about one another. It is the most wonderful thing I have ever seen.”
Wisdom:
“This is the natural effect of gathering together often in worship.
Hell works hard to turn humans into demons. The enemy works with absolute focus to divide you and harden your hearts against each other. They work tirelessly to create strongholds of rejection and humiliation within you. They create lies within your mind that cause you to fear intimate love.
They work to sexualize everything so that unconditional love may be defiled.
They set up fortresses of ignorance that wage war against the knowledge of God.
And that war is won when you believe anything that causes you to love less.
But the kingdom of heaven is a place of unbridled love. It is a place of complete commitment to the filling up of the hearts of those around you. It is a place where a hug can heal cancer and raise the dead.
Love is the ultimate pinnacle of wisdom. You can tell how wise someone is by how loved you feel in their presence.
There is no greater love than laying your life down for someone else. There is no higher wisdom than loving God with all your heart.
There is no greater folly than being willy to hurt another soul.
For you are all eternal spirits and to say hurtful things to an eternal spirit is to be a mouthpiece of Satan.
Have you seen how people in an argument will say hurtful things to one another instead of repenting for wrongdoing?
This is an indication of a lack of wisdom and the presence of demonic interference.
Only the devil accuses. Don’t accuse one another.
Approach one another with a desire to solve a problem. Forget the sin that has occurred, work to change what needs to be changed for happiness to come.
And if the other party continues to be under the control of Satan, sacrifice for as long as you can before breaking covenant. But never accuse or say hurtful things. Always hug and love with full commitment so that that person may have no excuse at the throne of judgment.
I, the spirit of wisdom, reward those who strive to love with complete commitment.
You should be spoiling each other with kind words, gifts and nice hugs as often as you can.
A hardened hear is a foolish heart.
To say ‘I am not a hugger’ is to say ‘I do not desire connection with you’. To say ‘I am just telling the truth’ when that truth does not bring freedom from slavery and is said insensitively is to show just how ignorant you are.
But to do everything in love is to show how connected you are wisdom and the very heart of God.
A man may make a financial fortune and be considered wise by the world. But if he is unable to make people feel loved he might as well be dressed in rags as far as heaven is concerned.
With all his shiny trinkets and expensive toys, he is like a chimpanzee with gold chains and blow dried hair.
Love, acceptance, intimate connection, edification – these are the true currencies of heaven. If you lack these things you are wretched and poor. But if you have these things, you are wealthy indeed.
And it is those who walk in this kind of passionate love who dominate the faith mountain. For that kind of selfless love cause the windows of heaven, which are your spiritual eyes, to open and see opportunities and inventions that bring worldly wealth.
Angels are mobilized by love and faith. For there is no higher expression of faith than a total commitment of love.
If you lack love, you lack faith and you lack wisdom.
You might gain the whole world’s riches and fame but still be so empty that you long for death.
It is thus because loving acceptance is the only treasure that can fill the soul.
When the Father sent His only son, He gave His very best. And the son gave His all. Both went out of their way to let you know that they are completely committed to you. They held nothing back. They did this so that your heart may be full and your faith might be increased to love without reserve.
For God is love. All that He does is for love, in love and through love.
Love is everything.
The purpose of wisdom is love.
I work diligently to help you get to a place of heavenly intimacy with God and one another. This takes a new mind and a new heart.
Now listen well Abdiel:
These times of worship together are ore important and more powerful than you realize. For there, in that intimate time of worship together, you connect with me and with the other spirits who are before the throne of God. When you sing in the spirit, you allow us to work on the depths of you to heal things that are hidden behind multiple walls and barriers.
And there, in those times of intimate corporate worship, you begin to desire connection with one another and something incredible happens.
The most powerful form of evangelism occurs when people see how you love one another.
This always starts in the spirit.
That level of worship opens streams of living water that flow into your spirit and wash away impurities. And as you begin to worship in spirit and truth, you begin to love in spirit and in truth.
The world cannot comprehend such love. They know only that they need it and desire it above all worthless riches. For it is this love that brings them to God.
And it is in this love that they must be discipled.
For only love can change a man.
Knowledge is very important, but love is the power that changes hearts and opens the gates that allow the renewal of the mind.
Continue then to worship and enjoy these daily times of intimacy with the Holy Spirit and the seven spirits of God. And continue to let love take over completely.
And when love wins them over, introduce them to the teachings of Jesus in that loving context so that His words make sense to them.
This is the true power of the Holy Spirit, a revelation of the love of God which leads man repentance and opens the eyes of the blind to receive the word of God in the correct context.
Then shall it come naturally to seek first the kingdom of God.
I love you Abdiel! The kingdom is all, and this is a kingdom of love!”
Me:
“I love you too!
The kingdom of love is truly all!”
I wake up.