Dream 307

I am not quite sure which dimension is the dream anymore.
For a long time I have thought these dreams that I share with you a powerful expression of hope for the world through an overactive imagination.
Am I really seeing angels? Am I really seeing the seven spirits of God?
Have I conjured up a fantasy world in the hope of fulfilling an obsession to see mankind stop acting like packs of heartless animals?
I don’t know. The dreams are so vivid that I sometimes think that I exist in that realm and am dreaming about this one.
This one needs heroes.
It needs so much help.
It is a dimension where I sometimes cannot tell the difference between humans and demons.
Though I know that broken people tend to break people, I simply cannot fathom what mechanism in the mind of man makes it ok to be nasty to another person.
I feel like a complete outsider when I see this nastiness. As if I am behind a glass in a different dimension watching a species of psychologically challenged primates.
I am sorry if you think the statement arrogant or judgemental. It is just that I cannot figure out what I am looking at half the time.
What possible payoff could there be for being nasty? What life are they making for themselves?
Why would you not want to throw your entire heart into creating a world of love?
It is not contempt that I have for mankind, it is constant shock.
At first I was traumatized by it. I lived a life of suicidal depression, trying to figure out if I should live or die. I could not understand this world and its horrible people.
But then I started hearing voices and dreaming dreams and I have thrown my life in this dimension into working with them to bring a heavenly desire into fulfilment.
I honestly don’t care if anyone thinks I am nuts.
Seriously. I am dead anyway. I would have taken my own life in 2015 already.
I was so far gone in depression that the only thing that brought me joy was the thought of ceasing to exist.
I used to stand in malls and watch people coldly rush from one place to another, ignoring the very people they are called to love.
And I would think: ‘How am I here? How am I possibly one of these heartless things? I don’t want to be one of these.’
Then the dreams started.
Well, first the spirit of wisdom started talking to me. She instructed me to call her ‘Opportunity’ and I thought I had finally lost it.
I don’t consider myself Elijah or Moses or any prophet who heard from God exclusively because I have the same programming that you do. My programming says that nobody among us is better than anyone else.
My programming used to tear down figures of authority because I had been taught that we are all equals on every level.
We are shocked when we see people honour a prophet but we are ok with people revolving their lives around successful businessmen and celebrities.
When the dreams started, my life changed. If you have a drop of wisdom in you, they would be changing your life too. I feel like a passenger on this ride most of the time, a spectator watching a very gripping tv series as it unfolds. I dream, record what is written and follow the instructions.
After seeing the results of following the instructions I am once again perplexed by people who want nothing to do with them.
You don’t like the idea of love? You don’t like the constant affirmation of the Lordship of Jesus Christ? You would only need to read one of the Gospels and your heart would knit with what is communicated here each night. Imagination or angels, these dreams communicate a strategy and a hope for a world of loving community.
Are we so far gone that living a life of love as we were originally intended to do is a pipe dream to us?
No, there is hope yet. If I came back from the brink of death, you can come back too.
The veil between the dimension of flesh and the dimension of spirit softly parts as I fall asleep. I arrive in the awareness of my spirit man to find that I am in a wonderful embrace with the spirit of wisdom.
I don’t quite know why, but I cannot stop weeping.
She caresses my back with a perfect motherly touch and something inside me unlocks to allow an expression of bottled up pain.
Me:
“Though I stayed my hand from taking my life, I am still in the same world with those same horrible people. Though I am on assignment to do as instructed, the world is still filled with people who have no reason to hate, yet hate. They have no reason to be nasty, yet they are.
What possible thought in a person’s mind could make it ok to talk to someone else with harsh tone or hurtful words?
I just don’t get it. Why does the way other people treat each other affect me so much?
Surely their walk is their own? Surely their race is their own? If they wish to create hell around them, what is that to me?”
Wisdom doesn’t let go of me She holds me tightly as she speaks.
Wisdom:
“It is everything to you. It should be everything to all of you. For the greatest measuring stick to see how much wisdom someone has is to see how loving they are.
How aware are they of the needs of people around them?
How careful are they to communicate lovingly?
You can set the pendulum perfectly to see who is foolish and who is wise by how you love one another Abdiel.
You and many like you are able to see that pendulum swing between the wise and the fool. And when it swings to the fool, pain explodes in every direction.
You and those like you are sent to stop the momentum of the pendulum.”
She steps back and slowly releases me from the hug, careful to make sure that I do not feel rejected.
Wisdom:
“You must listen carefully Abdiel. This is important.
You and all who love you from all around the world are about to experience a flood of provision that will move beyond your expectations.
We have given you a strategy to a completely new way to do business. Those who do not take it seriously will be spectators to a very fast rise in wealth. They will miss an opportunity to be a river and justify their scepticism later when the waterfalls of abundance come down on you and those who love you. Ignore them, the wise would do as you do, following every instruction to the finest detail. Fools hate instruction. Don’t take it personally, it is just how fools are.
You were chosen as Courier for many reasons but one of the most important reasons is your ability to make kings. As Samuel was a kingmaker, you are a kingmaker. Where others desire to be kings, you desire to create kings.
And that is exactly what you are about to do.
All who recognize your function will rise to power and fame around you. Jesus teaches that whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet’s reward, and whoever receives a righteous man because he is a righteous man will receive a righteous man’s reward.
The reward that you bring is power. And thousands around the world who love you and receive you as a prophet will receive an anointing of power. They will become famous and able to bring change in their communities, cities and nations.
Where most other ministries work to place power in the hands of a single person, you will work to place power in the hands of thousands.
Your invisibility will be their visibility.
You are a conduit to the mighty.
The purpose of a courier is not just to take notes like a secretary, it is to be a river of power and resource into the hands of the righteous.
The wise will follow your council so that this river may flow into their lives.
Do you think that your passionate prayer for your friends around the world goes unheard?
You are filled with so much love for mankind that there is not one word that leaves your lips that does not reach the throne room of heaven.
Where most are obsessed with their own problems, you are completely obsessed with the salvation of mankind.
Receive this edification Abdiel. Don’t turn your face from who you are. The wise around you already know these things.
You must continue diligently to work on this economic strategy. And you must continue to flow in the spirit.
At the end of these twenty one days on the evening of the twenty first day of this seventh month, Gatherer, Builder and Order will shift the blueprint. Those who have risen to the call will receive a blessing of power.
Those who have turned their faces will be replaced by greater men and women.
Those who labour to make this vision a reality have moved the hand of God. Where both God and Courier would have postponed this vision for two generations, a few faithful from all around the world have given of their blood and sweat to stand in the gap for an entire generation.
On the twenty first day you must rise to your truest anointing as kingmaker and begin to train and teach all who I show you.
You must receive no glory, no recognition. Your life must revolve around a spiritual and physical economy that raises and anoints men and women of power.
You will have the resources to fly them in from across the world and anoint them and impart to them upon this land. I will on your right, Might on your left. And all whom you anoint will begin to walk with us in the fullness of the power of their call.
Those who doubt the hand of God upon you are none of your concern. Those who see it will rise to power and influence and they shall shine as powerful lights in the darkness.
You have been trained, anointed and carefully raised to be a limitless conduit of wisdom and might.
But be very careful to receive no glory Abdiel.
You are not their spiritual father. You are not their covering. You are not their counsellor. You a Courier and a conduit. You exist because they lack the faith to tap into the power of heaven themselves. You are not a mediator between God and man, only Jesus is the mediator, you are a catalyst, a fire starter. Do not confuse the two Abdiel.
To all who read what this courier records:
You are in a time like no other. You are entering the seventh day which is the seven thousandth year. All of heaven works with you to change the way the earth sees love and provision.
Do not pass this cup. Drink deeply, for never before in the history of mankind has the harvest been so ripe.
Seek first the kingdom. Seek it without reserve. Hold nothing back. Be willing to lose your life, your family, your friends.
You have an opportunity to be a hero in the scrolls of heaven. Rise now, give all of yourself as you so often sing. The time for lip service is long gone, the time for sacrifice has come.
I, wisdom, am the arm of God unto riches beyond imagining. I am the key to emotional wealth, economic power and perfect health.
Rise now, lay down all that holds you back, let us passionately, forcefully advance this kingdom!
The kingdom is all! Seek fist the kingdom, for His is a kingdom of abundance in every way!”
Me:
“The kingdom is all.”
I wake up.